Could you imagine getting an apartment with the person you love. Falling asleep beside each other, and waking up to see that cute little dopey smile they make when they first get up. You’d never have a bad start to your day, because they’d be the perfect start.
I spent the greatest years of my life with you. You guided me through the darkest nights and lit up the pathways that led me through the forests. I really miss you right now, I miss you every second of my life that I don’t get to see you. I traveled across the country just to see your face and apologize to you for all of the shit I put you through. I really wish you had accepted it, it took all the courage I had to face you and do all of that knowing how much you hated me. It looks like the tables have turned though. You may not be sorry or want to apologize for what you’re doing to me, nor should you have to. But this is really fucking shitty and honestly worse. Yet I can’t find it in my heart to hate you. I know if you were to travel across the country to come apologize to me I’d take you back in a heart beat regardless of what happened. Hey one can only dream right? I’m going away for a long while, you’ll probably never hear from me unless you come looking for me, but know that I’m working on getting to a better state of mind. And I wish I could wish you luck, but I can’t, I hope he dies a painful death, because honestly, he deserves it. Goodbye, I still love you.
The song and the lyricS! Enjoy it!!!
lol, this is the song that started it all.